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[Filter: Private]
Is this how it always happens? You avoid something for long enough, and stay one step ahead of it, and something ... something so small happens, and ...
Ghosts have a way of never lying down, apparently.
Maybe if I were to speak to someone ... less connected. With Tessa, all I can think is how shattered she was, and how I couldn't do anything. Didn't do anything. And I'm as useless now as I was then. But someone else, who I didn't feel like I needed to help ...
[Filter: Caroline]
I ...
A long time ago, you offered to try and help me work through ... the baby. When I needed it.
I think I need it, now.
Is this how it always happens? You avoid something for long enough, and stay one step ahead of it, and something ... something so small happens, and ...
Ghosts have a way of never lying down, apparently.
Maybe if I were to speak to someone ... less connected. With Tessa, all I can think is how shattered she was, and how I couldn't do anything. Didn't do anything. And I'm as useless now as I was then. But someone else, who I didn't feel like I needed to help ...
[Filter: Caroline]
I ...
A long time ago, you offered to try and help me work through ... the baby. When I needed it.
I think I need it, now.