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Oct. 26th, 2010 05:30 am[Filter: Private]
This is ridiculous. It's -- it's embarrasing. It's been nearly a month since the wedding, and still, still, I haven't managed to -- to --
Is there something wrong with me?
Dragons, how am I supposed to know what to do about this? It's no one's business, and it's not as if it's a problem that a healer can fix. Assuming there is something wrong, assuming I haven't just ...
There's some irony here, yes, it is not lost of me. The man who impregnated his betrothed can't seem to consummate his marriage. What an absolute lark that is.
Tessa ...
She must be laughing at me. She swears she's not. Swears it up and down, but I can't help but think she must be. I would be, if I were her. After what I did to her, after what I put her though because I couldn't not lay with her before, now ...
How could she laugh, if not only so that she doesn't cry?
...
Ugh.
This is ridiculous. It's -- it's embarrasing. It's been nearly a month since the wedding, and still, still, I haven't managed to -- to --
Is there something wrong with me?
Dragons, how am I supposed to know what to do about this? It's no one's business, and it's not as if it's a problem that a healer can fix. Assuming there is something wrong, assuming I haven't just ...
There's some irony here, yes, it is not lost of me. The man who impregnated his betrothed can't seem to consummate his marriage. What an absolute lark that is.
Tessa ...
She must be laughing at me. She swears she's not. Swears it up and down, but I can't help but think she must be. I would be, if I were her. After what I did to her, after what I put her though because I couldn't not lay with her before, now ...
How could she laugh, if not only so that she doesn't cry?
...
Ugh.
