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[Filter: Private]

Is this how it always happens? You avoid something for long enough, and stay one step ahead of it, and something ... something so small happens, and ...

Ghosts have a way of never lying down, apparently.

Maybe if I were to speak to someone ... less connected. With Tessa, all I can think is how shattered she was, and how I couldn't do anything. Didn't do anything. And I'm as useless now as I was then. But someone else, who I didn't feel like I needed to help ...

[Filter: Caroline]

I ...

A long time ago, you offered to try and help me work through ... the baby. When I needed it.

I think I need it, now.